Love is love…and requires action
After last week, I started writing this post. Then I read these other two amazing women and thought I would share their words on coping with the violence and injustice: Sarah from Left Brain Buddha writes about mindful, compassionate action, and Janelle from Renegade Mothering writes a letter to James Baldwin about his ideas of transformational love in The Fire Next Time–I read The Fire Next Time this past winter and was appalled at how little has changed for the black experience in America.
Whenever something this violent happens, I am drawn to concrete action. I am tired of weeping, feeling sick to my stomach, lamenting, venting. None of these do a damn bit of good. None of these make change.
So we went to the grocery store after church, piled two bags full of snacks, and brought them plus a thank-you sign to the North Seattle Police Precinct. The two officers staffing the lobby told us that they had received flowers and other messages of gratitude from people in the community following the shootings in Dallas last week.
My kids told them about their uncle, also a police officer, who tries to eat their carrots. They gave the officers stickers, and the officers gave them Junior Police badges.
The Seattle Times ran an article on black police officers feeling caught between two sides:
Now, watching the furor that has erupted over the latest officer-involved shootings of black men, [community corrections officer Cynthia Softli] said that such images — caught on video and watched over and over again — make it seem like racist violence by police is pervasive.
“It is not pervasive,” she said. “Ninety-five percent are good officers. I don’t like that they’re being painted with a broad brush.”
Yet she said she knows the other 5 percent could have a tremendous impact on people’s lives.
I support law enforcement officers. I support undoing institutional racism. We should not be made to feel as though they are mutually exclusive.
I joined our school’s new Racial Equity Team and went to my first meeting in June. At the meeting, facing parents and students of color whom I did not know and colleagues of color whom I both know and greatly respect, I was so scared to say the wrong thing.
I understood how some of my white students felt when I tried to have class discussions about race and they were stolidly silent. If you don’t say anything, you can’t hurt someone’s feelings. You can’t be offensive or unintentionally racist.
After that meeting, I went over and over the conversation in my head: what could I have said? How could I have been more empathetic?
Ultimately I realized: This. Is. Not. About. Me.
It’s not about my discomfort. Not about my defensiveness. Not about my best intentions.
It’s about listening to the experiences that people of color bring to the literal and metaphorical table.
It’s about sitting with the awful recognition that we are all complicit in perpetuating a system of oppression.
It’s about facing that truth, no matter how ugly or horrifying, and not turning away.
It’s about doing work that ensures safety and freedom for every American–the safety and freedom that its founding documents claims to provide. Work that every single one of us needs to do.
It’s about trying to move past my intense frustration with people whose defensiveness and deafness solidify the walls that keep us apart.
But then, this can happen.
My friend posted this on Facebook, that “ALL LIVES MATTER”:
As I was planning my “Black Lives Matter is about focus, not exclusion” (a brilliant and succinct explanation courtesy of this law professor), one of my friend’s friends commented with an explanation of why “All Lives Matter just isn’t true”:
And my friend truly listened, then responded in a civil, reflective way. Would that more of us could do the same.
Undoing oppression is not about extending an invitation to any oppressed group to sit at our table. It’s about all of us working together to create a new table.
If you are interested in learning more and/or taking action, here are some helpful links I’ve found:
- “White Privilege Doesn’t Mean What You Think It Does” (Huffington Post)
- A Visual Explanation of Privilege (Upworthy)
- Film Clips from Cracking the Codes: a System of Racial Inequality
- Why “All Lives Matter” is an unhelpful response to “Black Lives Matter” (GQ, from Reddit)
- “11 Things White People Can Do to Be Real Anti-Racist Allies” (Alternet)
- How to be an ally to people of color (Good Man Project)
- Practical steps to address institutional racism at the local level (Ravishly)
- For Puget Sound locals: “Five Concrete Things You Can Do to Make Black Lives Matter” (The Stranger, Seattle’s alternative newspaper)
And my favorite: a law professor’s response to a Black Lives Matter shirt complaint. Read both letters. The professor’s response is phenomenal.